Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Sleepless Night, Sleepless Mind Part 2

It seems that the more I change the more I stay the same. On Tuesday, September 18, 2007, just two days after the 3 month mark of my relationship, my boyfriend dumped me. I have mixed feelings about the break up. On the one hand, I understand why he did it, I really do. I deserved to be dumped for the shit I pulled...I really do. But on the other hand, don't people do dumb shit in relationships all the time? I wish I'd never done what I did. I wish I had trusted him. I wish I'd never confided in his backstabbing ass friend. I wish so many things.

It's September and my heart is broken for the second time this year. A part of me wishes I could blink out of existence. I wish I could stop crying. I wish my head and heart would stop hurting. I wish I could sleep.


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BeingStill said...

Interesting. #1, this blog was written in September of 2007. You're kinda late. #2, whenever you get through questioning my nerve, this here is MY Jook Joint Harpo. If you don't like what I've written feel free to exit courtesy of the X at the top right corner of your screen. #3, I have always claimed my trust issues. I'll blame your selective memory on this oversight. #4, I trusted you because you were a friend of two brothas I deeply loved and respected and because I didn't know any better. I am not now nor have I ever been slick or sly; that's your forte. Had I read The 48 Laws of Power like you, I would be a master manipulator too. #5, you ARE in fact a backstabber. You are also a delusional hypocrite, liar and bipolar. #6, you can deflect and deny all you want to sistah, but you cannot escape your true self. So instead of attacking me for telling the truth, perhaps you should look within. I truly hope you get well soon.

Peace & Power.

CrystalCLEAR said...

Miss Cheron,

Boo, my friend was very civil in her comment but I don’t have to be, so let me put a little birdie in your ear.

You have the gall to talk about anybody! Sweetie have you took a look in the mirror lately? Buck teeth and bow legged?! Really? At least she can get her teeth fixed, but unfortunately you can't get your face fixed with your fugly mud duck looking ass.

I'm convinced that you are a jealous, spiteful, trifling $2 tip taking, semen smoothie sipping whore. Oh yeah Nicki told me all about you and your days as a tricking stripper. She also told me about the shit you pulled 2 years ago.

You are a psycho, insecure, fake ass wannabe that has been cyber stalking someone who tried to come at you like a woman 2 years ago. If you look at the date on the blog it is dated 2007...are you serious? She IS NOT thinking about YOU but YOU are still thinking about HER. Get real and get a life girl. If you spent so much time taking care of yourself as you do cyberstalking and cyberslandering her, maybe you would have a home of your own and all four of your kids would be in your custody. I’M CONVINCED THAT YOU EITHER WANT TO BE HER, BE WITH HER, OR SKIN HER AND WEAR HER LIKE LAST YEAR’S VERSACE.

You are a sad sorry excuse for a black “woman”. You front like you’re righteous but you’re really an ankle. Get real, put your energy into growing up and raising your kids and doing something more productive with your life.

By the way, are you not aware that she has also saved conversations from 07? You are not so innocent yourself my dear...and I see you deleted your tweets and facebook posts...I have screenshots....

Kill yourself.